Quelquefois

Sometimes I feel good about myself.
Sometimes I feel ugly.
Sometimes I feel proud of the things I do.
Sometimes I'm very ashamed.
Sometimes I'm a little too honest.
Sometimes I don't say enough.
Sometimes I think I'm impossible to love.
Sometimes I feel very blessed by the deep, meaningful relationships in my life.
Sometimes I feel doomed to fuck everything good in my life up.
Sometimes I feel like it's getting better.
Sometimes I try really hard to do the right thing.
Sometimes I do nothing.

Today, I feel like this